Do You Know When to Stop?

For the past 3 days, I’ve been sick with what we all thought was the flu but it wasn’t. I ended up going to the hospital and had a viral infection and was extremely dehydrated. I wasn’t able to eat or drink for 3 days and I didn’t want to at all. I was also throwing up bile because I had NO food in my system what so ever. Kim Kardashian once posted something thanking the flu for helping her lose weight. She got a lot of backlash for it because it really is unhealthy and people are dying from it. A while ago I would’ve agreed with her. I’ve been working so hard to try and lose all the weight I’ve gained since high school. I started to ruin my body. I lost a total of 16 lbs in a little less than a month from basically working out constantly but barely eating and getting sick. When I was sick my body had nothing inside, no nutrients no nothing. I had a personal training session and even he told me what I was doing was too drastic but I didn’t listen. My mind won’t let me eat anymore because I am so set on losing an unhealthy amount of weight in an unhealthy fashion. I thought that if I gain even a half a lb back, I’d be an obese monster but that’s not the case. Now I’m left with a super weak body and I can barely do anything. Health should always come first because you WILL learn the hard way. I cannot wait until I’m 100 percent so I can start doing things the right way. Society shouldn’t tell us females how we should look but sadly it does. I need to work harder on appreciating the body that I do have. Thank you guys for reading! Please feel free to leave any questions, comments, or feedback. 💋

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