I. Need. Answers.

Whats the question?

Where did I go wrong? Or was I wrong at some point? But, first let me introduce myself. My name is Tiani. I’m a 20 year old black girl from New Jersey. I think that might be the only sure thing about me. I come from a giant Jamaican family that consists of like 1,000 people with the acception of my lovely white aunt, A.  I have awesome friends. I have a cute little pup whom I love with all of my heart. Other than that I have a not so typical 20 year old life. Why? I am currently out of school, not as busy, and extremely dependent on my mom. Now keep in mind that everyone has a different idea on where someone should be at 20 years old and my idea was that I’d be nearly done with college with an awesome job lined up. Sadly thats not happening. Instead, I was delayed by a hospital stay I told very few people about. It’s a story meant for another day but lets just say I remember the cops telling me I tried to kill myself. Ever since then I’ve had my up’s and downs but still no explanation as to why or how I became so depressed. So, join me on this new journey where I try to make my life better by changing my lifestyle.

28 thoughts on “I. Need. Answers.

  1. I’ve been in the same position as you, hospital stay and all. So proud that you are speaking out about this, you are a extremely strong girl. With time things will fall into place, you have all the time in the world. Good luck on your journey !

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  2. Everyone has a different approach to life so live life to the beat of your own drum. I love you tianiiii ❤️❤️ And stay strong

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  3. Hi baby, just want to let you know your not alone, you have one of the best families with love and support a girl could ask for and since I’m older than you, let me drop this bit of wisdom on you, so many people are not where they would like to be in life, myself included, but the it’s a wonderful thing when you realize your on your own timeline, so while I watch most of my friends get married and buy houses and even though I’m not quite there, I know I will get there one day and I have to not compare myself to others, and find happiness within. So life does not always go the way we want or plan but we choose how we respond to it. Stay strong baby girl I’m here if you need me

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  4. Love you cousin. Member this the race is not for the swift but who can endure it.,, keep fighting know you got help when needed.

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  5. Teets. With your drive and ambition. You can achieve anything you want . My life is not where I want it… But I’m working my booty off to get there. Not only me but my family. God makes you struggle just for you to become. WHO YOU ARE SUPPOSED. Love you Teets. If I got it you got it. Don’t be scared to Holla my little G We all love you!

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  6. Love you Tiani.. You always have an ear to listen and a voice for advice! You are a strong woman and YOU GOT THIS! Don’t ever feel like you can’t come to me and Michael! If you need to get away come by us! Seriously get away, different atmosphere! We got you! Your family I love you!! You have so many memories to share with your nieces! They love you too!! ♥️♥️😘😘

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  7. Hi girl. I’ve been reading ALL of your blog posts and I’m totally inspired. Your writing is effortless and so transparent. Thank you for being true to yourself even through your toughest times. Keep it up.


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