Everyone has their own way to express themselves. For me, it’s blogging. I’ve contemplated writing about this and asked for opinions but at the end of the day, I’m going to do what I think is best for me anyway.
Two days ago I was told to leave my “home”. I packed my suitcase and left. Notice how I said home with quotes? Its because that home was NEVER a home to me. I always felt I had to walk on eggshells just to survive. Watch what you say, watch how you do this and blah blah blah.
I can’t even explain right now how I am feeling. But what I can say is that I’ve never ever felt like this before. Not even when I put myself in the hospital. I feel lower than that. Like this time for real… I have NOTHING. I miss my mom, dog, nephew, and grandma like crazy. I cry all throughout the day. My eyes have been burning and bloodshot red for the past two days.
Unfortunately, things are going to have to change for me. I’m lucky enough to have amazing family members and friends who don’t mind letting me stay until I can find somewhere permanent to live.
It’s time for me to grow up. I cant give up now. This is the time to fight so you can make it out on top and prove to everyone who swears you needed them that you didn’t. I promised myself that I would look at this as an opportunity to start a new life. Stay tuned for updates!
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