For the past 3 days, I've been sick with what we all thought was the flu but it wasn't. I ended up going to the hospital and had a viral infection and was extremely dehydrated. I wasn't able to eat or drink for 3 days and I didn't want to at all. I was also [...]
Get To Know Me!
(Me on Valentine's Day❤️) Here are 30 Get to Know Me tag questions that no one asks! Are you named after anyone? No… but my name means princess in Hebrew! When was the last time you cried? 3 days ago😢 Do you have kids? Yes, and he has 4 legs and tail. If you were [...]
How A Man Ruined My Life
For the last year or so I've struggled to figure out why I have felt so alone when I really wasn’t. A lot of people deal with feeling lonely but this runs deeper for me. I'm not sure if this is the exact reason but I'm almost positive that I suffer from abandonment issues. This [...]
Kicked Out of Therapy
This is not clickbait. YES! I was kicked out of therapy. Okay, so I've been with the same therapist for 2 long hard years. Lets call her Lola. Lola was my absolute everything. I looked forward to seeing her every Thursday. She knew the names of all of my friends, family, and even every single [...]
Paranoid
Depression and anxiety kind of go hand and hand. I was lucky enough to be diagnosed with both (NOT). There is nothing wrong with being nervous, it happens to everyone. Everyone who knows me knows that I am a magnet when it comes to car accidents. I’ve been in 2 serious car accidents in my [...]
THICK / Body Dysmorphic Disorder
(Me covering my belly in one of my instagram photos) Body Dysmorphic Disorder is A mental illness involving an obsessive focus on a perceived flaw in appearance. I was never actually diagnosed with this but I was so sure that I had it. Someone who suffers from this may find himself or herself looking in the [...]
St. Joseph’s: Regan 2
“Its all in your head.” “Read your bible.” “Snap out of it” “Oh, you’ll be okay!” That’s not even half of the advice I’ve heard throughout dealing with depression. Truth is… nothing you say is going to get rid of my depression. In fact, everything that you were saying was starting to upset me. Everything [...]
The Beginning
Let me take it back... all the way back. To my senior year of high school in 2015. That's when I had my first ever panic attack. It pretty much sucked because of 1. I didn't know what was going on and 2. I was physically in school at the moment. The reasoning behind it [...]